Perasaan? Tewas jugak akhirnya~!!!

Hoho~!!!

Yeah, aku dgn bangganya mengumumkan aku semakin matang!~erk? betapa PERASANnya statement ini...lalala~like I care!!!XD

Emm, cuti bersempena Tahun Baru Cina dh hbis...

Esok dh kna berangkat pulang~~~lusa ada class...

Haish~!!!(tak best-nya cuti ni sekejap sgt!)

Jap2, rujuk blik tajuk entry...(^__^)

Okay2, btul2...

Perasaanku dh tewas...kewarasan akal juga yg menang...*nodded*

Okay, till here now...

Nak siap2, esok nak blik~(oh, bosan!;p)

~~~Salam and take care~~~

Pelik~~~

Aku semakin pelik~~~

Aku byk berubah, aku tak tau mengapa...

Aku tak nak semua ini berlaku...

Aku rindukan masa2 dulu...

Aku rindu kau, dia dan mereka...dan, mungkin juga mereka di sana...

Aku rindukan aku yg dulu...

Aku dh duga benda ini akan berlaku...

Aku pasti semua ini akan berlalu...

Kerana aku pernah lalui dulu...

Sampai bila aku kena tunggu?

Tapi entah bila...

Semua ini mau pergi dan berlalu...

Aku akan terus menunggu...

Mau hilang perasaan hati yg tak tau menyipu...

Aku tau, aku semakin terganggu...

Perasaan yg telah datang bertamu...

Sejak dari dulu...

Aku dh cuba, cuba buang ini sejak dulu...

Tapi kini muncul lagi...

Tanpa segan silu...

Aku buntu, walau angin masih bergerak lalu~~~

Aku tau, kau tau~~~

Aku tak mau tunggu...

Biarkan itu berlalu...

Bersama angin lalu...

Pergi semula, bertalu-talu~~~

Two Is Better Than One~!!!

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought

You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything is okay

And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

I can't live without you

'Cause baby two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And I've figured out with all that's said and done

Two, is better than one

Because You're Desperate, Buddy...(+__+)

~~~~~~~

You're reaching out,
And no one hears your cry
You're freaking out again

Because all your fears remind you
Another dream has come undone
You feel so small and lost
Like you're the only one
You wanna scream

Because you're desperate...

You're in the dark
There's no one left to call
And sleep's you're only friend,
But even sleep can't hide you
From all those tears and all the pain
And all the days you wasted pushing them away
It's your life, it's time you face it

You know the things have gotta change
You can't go back, you find a way
And day by day, you start to come alive...

~~~~~~~

Bila Suara Dah Hilang~

sedih? entah kenapa...gembira? lagi tak tau punca...perasaan~semakin bingung melayannya...hati sakit, hati senang...jiwa terusik mungkin~~~usia semakin meningkat, hormon tak seimbang, semua benda serba tak kena...ahaha...kadang2 rasa pelik, dlm satu masa boleh hadapi berjuta masalah, dan dlm masa yg singkat semua masalah itu hilang...;-)...sesungguhnya aku bersyukur, masih diberi peluang utk terus bernafas dlm dunia ini...tapi semua ini hanya pinjaman...dunia hanya persinggahan~~~aku bersyukur, masih dpat merasai kasih-sayangNya...sungguh, nikmat ini indah~dikurniakan segala-galanya...namun aku akan sentiasa beringat, agar tidak mudah leka...dan rebah, tanpa bantuan sesiapa di sisi...pada ketika itu, aku tau aku akan menangis, menyesal tiada guna lagi...kenangan? emm, byk manis berbanding pahitnya...mujurlah, aku tersedar sebelum lebih terhanyut jauh...mujur, aku tersedar sebelum merasa lebih pedih...akan aku jadikan iktibar atas segala yg berlaku...sukar, ya...sukar utk mengulang perkara yg manis...dlm sekelip mata kita akan hilang barang yg kita punya...dlm sekelip mata juga kita dihadiahi sesuatu yg lain~lebih berharga mungkin...kadang2, akal tak dapat berhenti berfikir, bingung menilai percaturan hidup sendiri...hidup ibarat roda kawan, mungkin kini engkau di atas dan semua org meronta kesakitan di bawahmu...tapi sampai bila akan bertahan? FIKIRLAH~!!!aku berharap agar kau akan berubah...jadilah manusia lain...pada manusia yg lain...yg tak pernah tau asal usulmu...yg tak pernah kenal dirimu sebanyak aku...kau punya amanah bukan? jagalah baik2, bukan semua org dikurniakan amanah seperti itu~~~mahal, tinggi nilainya, suci~